*~#JuL1A%*~
this my first known blog...hehe...

what i wanna write leh???..
hw bout my feelings 2day??

2day im quite emo...bcoz nt happi lo..hehe...the reason is......(a secret) haha...
i think in my fren's eye..im a happi person..alwiz laughing and giggling and chatting and mixing around...is like im on the top of the world...

but actually you are wrong...everyone will have their time of anger, furious, sad....so same 2 me...n mayb i experience more than that...don't think that u saw me laughing and smiling means im so happi...mayb sometimes my heart is aching and bleeding inside...and is crying out loud for someone to heal it and stop the bleeding...

there is a song that really suits my feelings nw... that is the song entitled "Reflection"

Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you'll never know me
Every day, is as if I play apart
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I can not fool
My heart

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my Reflection show
Who I am inside?

I am now
In a world where I have to
Hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that i'm
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

There's a heart that must
Be free to fly
That burns with a need
To know the reason why

Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?
I won't pretend that i'm
Someone else
For all time

When will my reflections show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflections show
Who I am inside?


when i really find a true friend that will really understand me???
when will i see the real image of me and not the reflection that i myself cant even recognise...
where is the true me??
please help me find it
5 Responses
  1. Vei Says:

    i will help u to find it ^^


  2. *~#JuL1A%*~ Says:

    u sure anot??
    haha...
    faster find wor..
    im so desperate for a true friend..
    haha


  3. Huey Meing Says:

    what ler!!! which means not even one of us is your true friend la? sigh.....well, you should just tell us when you're sad, don't have to pretend that you're happy:D

    we will always be here!


  4. *~#JuL1A%*~ Says:

    is nt dat i like 2 pretend dat im happi..
    bt i dun wan sympathy..
    wat i wan is someone who really cares bout my feelings..
    haiz...


  5. + 0 Says:

    i do cares about ur feelings..juz i kind of care in heart...when u are really really in trouble..i ll be there...dun force urself to smile n laugh la...muz do watever ur heart wans^^gambateh


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